Lost and gained; the power of resilience

What if bridges – your only connection with the outside world – washed away in a torrential rainstorm and the ensuing floodwaters? What if the Colorado River ran muddy as the Mississippi from the Glen Canyon Dam down to the Little Colorado River? How resilient could...

Leave-takings; the endless circle of accepting and letting go

One last gaze upon the sun Bid farewell to everyone Kicked that bucket out the door Where I’m goin’ I won’t need it anymore* *Lyrics from When I go Sailing Around The Room by Emmylou Harris & Kate and Anna McGarrigle The road construction crews at...

Tropical Ireland: Tripping over the weather

I packed for Ireland with my mind on my last two trips: I could never quite get warm here. This time, even though it was July, I brought a warm jacket and clothes I could layer, plus a brand-new, purchased-just-for-this-trip rain jacket. Boy, was I surprised. Since I...

Life edit; clearing out the clutter

At the conference I attended last week, one of the presenters recommended editing as a technique for achieving focus in one’s artwork. While I know the value of reviewing and culling my activities, I often forget that doing too much – and the requisite switches in...

Meditation in walking: reconnecting with the self

Eight miles. That’s how far I walked along the south rim of Grand Canyon today. My hands are puffed up like little Vienna sausages, and my feet felt for a while like they would burst out of my shoes, but for the moment I’m sitting on the porch at El Tovar with my...

Alto; Taking it slow to sort it all out

Listen to the author read this essay. Thanks to John Grahame and Radio Sunnyside for this recording.   It began like this: our family made an epic journey through the colonias of northern Mexico, past irrigated fields and wood-and-metal shacks, surrounded by...

Wafting smoke; old habits wandering back

A few weeks ago, I started doing something I thought I’d left behind many years ago: I took up smoking again. (Before you jump to conclusions, let me say I’ve quit already.) Since I quit all those years ago, I’ve smoked about one cigarette a year. But the brain is a...

The path of passion; creating a life full of meaning

Coming home from the Calexico concert the other night, the moon was a grinning Cheshire cat, mocking me with his over-large smile from a perch in the sky-soup of stars and darkness. That blackness resonates with me, especially on these short winter days, but music...

Failing in order to succeed: Infatuation with the new and nebulous

I’m trying to learn to be better at making mistakes, and more willing to fail. On the face of it, that seems like a bad idea. But I’ve been reading about how failure can ultimately lead to success. I’m not convinced that’s the only requirement; success probably grows...

Print immersion: Becoming the very books we read

Last week, I stopped by Starrlight Books in downtown Flagstaff to visit with the owner, Evan Midling. I’ve been curious to know how he learned the book business and came to own the place. I wondered how he manages to stay afloat in these seemingly tough times for...